I started riding my bike again this summer. The last time I really rode my bike was in the summer of 2006. I was training for the Chicago Triathlon. I was supposed to race with my dad, but he passed away that winter. So I prepared for the starting line in Chicago anyway, as a kind of tribute to him. I trained really hard and finished strong. When I found out I placed 7th in my age group, I wept. And then I stopped riding my bike. Until now.
This isn’t supposed to be a bummer of post, but I just wanted to explain why I stopped riding my bike for awhile.
When the weather warmed up this year I decided it was time. I dusted off my blue iron horse and gingerly crept out for a ride. Just an hour at first. And then another longer, ride. For awhile I didn’t know how fast or far I was going because the battery on my bike computer had long stopped working. I took in the passing scenery – the wildflowers of the suburbs, the occasional gurgling stream. I felt happy.
I was chirping about this at work when a colleague, Mike, said, “We should ride sometime.” I hesitated before agreeing. Mike is actually the perfect person to ride with if you were once an overly competitive triathlete and now a bit of a timid bike rider. He is a strong rider, but he doesn’t care if you aren’t. “It’s not a race,” he has told me more than once.
“OK.” I said. He wanted to ride in the Blue Hills, which goes without saying is a lot of up. We set a time and place to meet.
I woke up at midnight the morning before our ride in a panic, thinking that I should simply cancel. It would be too hard and I would be too slow. Then I told myself that I could do this, and if I had to, I could turn around. I went back to sleep.
I was 10 minutes late meeting Mike. It was 6:40 a.m. on a Sunday. But Mike, a father of two small kids with nerves of quiet steel (he was a stalwart when one of his reporters was kidnapped in Iraq), didn’t make much of it. “Are you ready?” was all he said when we turned to climb Washington Street.
I can’t say I enjoyed the scenery too much on that ride, yet I felt like I had reclaimed something. Exhilaration, dominion, joy, exhaustion – but mostly a willingness to get back in the saddle and press on. I have already done this in countless ways since Dad passed, but it was nice to include my bike in the progress.
When I got home, the morning light was still gentle. A bowl on my kitchen table filled with peaches from the farmer’s market beckoned. I had planned to make a peach cobbler. With sudden clarity I knew that wasn’t going to happen. I wanted those peaches right then and there in all their sleepy fuzziness.
With a bit of fresh ginger, nutmeg, cinnamon, brown sugar I made a warm, ginger peach compote and smothered it over giant, steaming oatmeal pancakes.
After I ate more than one person really should, I laid down to rest, and fell asleep – deep down in a burrow of grateful comfort.
Ginger Peach Compote
3 peaches, peeled and cut into 1-inch pieces
1 teaspoon fresh ginger, grated
1 tablespoon brown sugar
Pinch cinnamon
Pinch nutmeg
1/4 cup water
All ingredients to a pot and stir over medium high heat until a syrup forms. Serve immediately.
As for the oatmeal pancakes, I simply followed the Bisquick recipe on the box, substituting half the flour mixture for half quick oats. If you’d like to make your own from scratch, my friend Carol has a great oatmeal pancake recipe, here.




Oh dear, sweet Kendra!
Your post brought tears to my eyes – tears of joy, in a way, that forward progress is possible. And a huge smile of comfort – the peach compote sounds delectable. Thanks for sharing something so meaningful with all of us! Happy trails, friend! Happy trails!
When love rules your heart, progress is inevitable
Glad you are riding again. Great post.
Thanks! It is a joy. (and look at your cute kids!!)
Beautiful post! So glad you’re back in the saddle. And that compote looks deeevine. Yummers…
Thanks for this.
Such a lovely, loving and moving post!
What a lovely post – so honest and heart-warming! And the recipe looks warming, too!
Quite the opposite of a “bummer of a post”! Really inspiring, and I could relate to this from my experiences as a runner.